I just had a really bad night but in the end I feel like I had a great burden taken from my shoulders. Point blank, my Boyfreind Broke up with me. But I'm ok with it and I dont feel sad at all, just frustrated at him because he will never understand what he did wrong. Isn't that how it always is? I know that I'm not completely not at fault, but i'm ok with my actions and given the chance to take back I wouldn't. I'm disappointed and a little discouraged in men right now, but it will pass. Also I have some really great and supportive friends who were there for me. Aw well what better way to end the night then to order pizza and snuggle up to a good book? Awww the good old days.

I haven't wrote a journal entry in such a long time. Where to start? First, I spent most of my summer working, and that wasn't very interesting. Second, I'm having car trouble yet again. Here's the funny part. Last friday, I spent nearly a grand in tution for school and assumed I would have some money left over. Saturday, the very next day, my car breaks down. It sucks, but I think I'll be able to pull through..hopefully. My second year of school starts August 25. I'm excited to go back...for now. Third, I got a new kitty! Her name is Mimzy. She such a sweet little thing. She's staying at my parents house right now, which is a bummer. I have so many pictures I need to upload on DA, but no motivation. UHH! I will eventually. Anyway that's basically the jist of my life over the last three months. It was a very dull summer. Oh well.

I will finally be moving into my apartment next week and after i settle in, I will update my artwork. I've drawn a lot, but most of them are doodles in my notebbok or I've just been to lazy to put them up.

Anyway, I want to ramble a little. I made someone cry this weekend, but I dont feel bad. Over the course of many years, this person has done and said some terrible things. I put up with it in hopes that this person wuld change for the better. It really seeemed like if this person didn't have drama in thier life, they weren't happy. In, fact they created it. Throughout most of my high school life, There has been unneccessary drama. I'm not trying to blame all of my problems on this person, but she blew them out of porpotion. In fact, now that I'm in college, 50 miles away, me life is drama free. I guess I waited forever i hopes this person would change, but I really doubt she will ever grow up. Even though we will no longer be friends, I hope she lives a long and happy life.

This weekend I managed to crash my car into a ditch. I'm fine, but my car needs about $800 of repairs. What a way to end spring break, huh? I'm moving into a new apartment hopefully by the end of next month. I'm a little short on cash and am in need of money. I would be willing to do commisions via paypal. Sent me a note and see what we can work out. It will be most apprecaited.

I'm not dead, I've just haven't uploaded adnything in a while, but I do have two picture that are almost dont. Sorry, but I've been really busy with work and school lately. Sometime Saturday I'll have something up, even if it's not finished. Anyway, in my drawing class we are the widely nown drawing of sitting down a hall and practicing perspective. I hate it. I know it'sone of my weaker areas, but it's still boring. I'll have that picture up by monday.